Sick Tuesday

I dun like this feeling of lethargy tt comes with flu... Can't bring myself to do anything... Sian!!! And to think I still have so much to do... Sian!!!

I want to get well NOW!!!! I hate nose blocks and thumping heads... Sian!!!

Just did my laundry, managed to squeeze them all on the rack although Jame's laundry was on it too... Haha!!! Queen of squeezing!!!!

Blocked Nose

I am having a bad bout of flu.... It is travelling upwards.

It started from a sore throat right after hall bash and I thought well, downing lots of water and liang teh should help... The next day, I was sniffling away.... And the sore throat had not gone away yet...

And the next day, the sniffles had turned into a drippy and stuffed nose, causing me to breath through my mouth... Thus, I now look like a goldfish, gaping away.... I was woken up one night coz my nose was so stuffed tt I couldn't breathe!!!!

Sad... Now I am starting to have a headache...

112th Post

I didnt know I already have posted so many times... Anyway... Tml is Hall Bash... Gotham Penthouse... Where is tt?!?!?!?! But being with friends tt have partied together, it should be quite fun... Hahahaha!!!

The Term break week is almost over but havent done much... Sighz....

Term Break is Coming soon

The upcoming one week break sees me doing a lot of things....

(1) Study for HP203 Quiz
(2) Do HW101 Assignment 2
(3) Do HP203 Readings
(4) Read up on HP202 Textbook
(5) Arrange for Night Cycling on 3March

And I have to do something about my chocolate cravings.... Having an outbreak now...

I can't remember

Valentine's coming and suddenly I realised tt I can't remember what we did on the same day last year... I can't remember what he got me or where we went or what we did... Did we even celebrate it at all in the first place....?

I feel very lost that I can't remember... Even though I am trying hard to forget... Some of my cousins were sort of glad that I had "woken up" and decided that maybe the age gap was too much... Their advices were very much similar, saying that I was still young and tt I shouldnt think of settling down so fast... Tt I might have better plans for myself if I were to walk solo... But I still think about him now and then...

I rem how I used to call him up in the middle of the night when I really couldn't sleep and he would chat with me for a while... I rem how we scoured shops to get me a new pair of sports shoes... We finally decided on the model and colour together and he bought it for me... Tt pair has kept my feet safe eversince I started picking up sports again in NTU....

The wallet, he gave me as a Xmas present coz I was eyeing it for so long... The watch tt we looked for together too... The red bag tt he bought me, the last Xmas present from him...

He used to see my childish whims as just attempts to grab his attention so he laughed it off... He never had unkind words for me, even when joking... He took me as a priority and never picked on my bad points...

I guessed I meant the world to him once upon a time... But what about now?? What does he feel when he thinks of me?

BusyBusyBusy

Oh my goodness, so many things, so little time...

Friday: Submit HW1o1 Assignment 1 and also CH802 pairwork report... Lesson finish at 230 then come back hall pack bags and go home... Study for HP204 Quiz... 7 Chapters...

Saturday: Study again for HP204, hope I dun go crazy.... Go for Hall Prod in the evening at NAFA... Go back to hall...

Sunday: Collect flowers to wrap for Monday's event... Wrap flowers... Study again at night.

Monday: HP204 Quiz at 1130am. VDay event at 9pm so everything to be ready half hour before. Must rem to borrow amps from Hall Prod... Study for HP202 Quiz...

Tuesday: VDay and free day but have to study for HP 202 Quiz...

Wednesday: HP202 Quiz at 1030... Get to breathe a bit easy for the day...

Thursday: Have to ransack the HSS library for the necessary articles for project.

Friday: Hand in articles for the project... Night Cycling Recce at night...

All my pimples are popping out with all the stress!!!! And my period's coming soon too... Damn!!! All come at wrong timing lor!!!! Argh!!!!!

You're Beautiful -James Blunt-

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant. My love is pure.
I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

It's been Sooooo Long

Been a real long time since I blogged... Nothing much has been happening... Just back from CNY long weekend and I feel even more tired than if there wasnt this weekend... All tt visiting and walking around has sort of tired me out...

Papa came back and it was quite fun to see him again... Sadly, I don't feel so much of a connection anymore... He's here then he's gone... Only mama seemed really affected and we consoled her saying tt she'll be gg over for a break in May anyway and moving back for good at the end of the year...

Oh yes, I have to call the Japanese Embassy and ask them the procedure for cancelling my citizenship... Kinda sad to let it go... What I used to take for granted... Now, I am a Singaporean of a Japanese race... Kinda makes me feel even more lost as to what my heritage would be and what kind of person am I expected to be...

I have 2 quizes just before the term break and another right after... I have a report to hand in next friday and I have posters to draw up for baolin... hehe!!! Busy busy!!! Finally at work leh me!!!