Valentine's coming and suddenly I realised tt I can't remember what we did on the same day last year... I can't remember what he got me or where we went or what we did... Did we even celebrate it at all in the first place....?
I feel very lost that I can't remember... Even though I am trying hard to forget... Some of my cousins were sort of glad that I had "woken up" and decided that maybe the age gap was too much... Their advices were very much similar, saying that I was still young and tt I shouldnt think of settling down so fast... Tt I might have better plans for myself if I were to walk solo... But I still think about him now and then...
I rem how I used to call him up in the middle of the night when I really couldn't sleep and he would chat with me for a while... I rem how we scoured shops to get me a new pair of sports shoes... We finally decided on the model and colour together and he bought it for me... Tt pair has kept my feet safe eversince I started picking up sports again in NTU....
The wallet, he gave me as a Xmas present coz I was eyeing it for so long... The watch tt we looked for together too... The red bag tt he bought me, the last Xmas present from him...
He used to see my childish whims as just attempts to grab his attention so he laughed it off... He never had unkind words for me, even when joking... He took me as a priority and never picked on my bad points...
I guessed I meant the world to him once upon a time... But what about now?? What does he feel when he thinks of me?
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