Back in Hall

Over the weekend, I realised that I miss hall leh!! Wahahaha!!! So funny right??

I really find that at home, other than housework and TV and the Sims, nothing much for me to do... I have read all the books that are at home... Oh yah!!! Any nice books to lend me??? I love reading and can read very fast so I always run out of nice things to read!!! The good ones, I don't mind reading again and again but can't possibly ask me to read finish last night, then start on it again today right??

Maybe coz no one is at home... Ami is still busy mugging so if I go home, I end up disturbing her only... But she has moved all her stuff home... She will be gg to school from Simei for this week. Next week, her exams start!!!

I brought my knitting with me, and a Studio Ghibli DVD to watch... Relax a bit... And I can't wait for all the sisters to finish exams then we can play tgt!!!

Lastly, I want to start Cheer ASAP!! Can feel the blood rush already leh!!!

The Strength of a man

This just came in through the email... Yes, I want a man with strength too. =)

The strength of a man isn't in how many women he's loved.
It's in whether he can be true to the ONE woman he's trying to love.

The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It's seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you.

The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It is in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn't in the words he speaks.
It's in how he keeps his word.

The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits.
It's in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens he can carry.

The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his heart that lies within his chest.

The strength of a man isn't in how he makes love.
It's in the understanding that there is more way to making love, than just making love for fun himself

New Skin Again

Was so free, didn't know what to do so TADAH!!!!

New Blog Skin!!!

Took damn long to edit so that everythings fits in lah!! CHOYA was the main culprit... Had to adjust a lot of things to fit CHOYA back in... But I guess this skin is what I like at the moment... When I grow tired of it again, I will change... Depend on mood de lah!!! Cannot go skin shopping and editing all the time...

Talked to my mama just now, can tell she very homesick... Poor thing... She doesn't know tt Aya is gg to surprise her during the New Year yet... Felt like telling her to make her fell better but it's Aya's surprise, so don't spoil... And Aya is in GERMANY now so can't consult her also...

Pictures from Mambo

We had a BLAST at Mambo and well, we couldn't resist taking pictures... At where?? At the toilet outside Phuture of course!!! HAhahaha!!! We are like forever taking pictures in the toilet... Maybe coz the mirrors in there help a lot when we try to "zhi pai" and the lighting there is better too!! Oh yes, and we can check to see if every single strand of hair is in place...


Ai ren and me... Were already quite HIGH coz we were drinking at Dbl O before we headed to Zouk... And the bouncer at the entrance took a long time to stare at my IC before asking me in mock exasperation, "WHY?!?!?!?! Why did you choose Singapore???" (Jap name and PINK ic...) My HIGHNESS resulted in me replying, " Coz the school fees will be cheaper..."

The Psych majors happily celebrating the end of 2.5years of torture... It's just 3 more semesters to go!!! And yes, THIS IS THE FUCKING TRADITION!!! I just feel sad tt we won't be able to club with the same euphoria when we graduate... Work will be an endless cycle in life with no milestones like "END OF EXAMS" to be celebrated in the same kind of manner as we do now... Haiz...

Well, I never knew Crystal and Izyan hated Peiling so much... Squeeze her out of the picture... SEE!!! Peiling looks like she is falling backwards!!! Who ask Peiling to say she need to CONSIDER before she can decide whether or not to go clubbing with us... Sheeezz...
But then, Peiling is so cute... of course must include her lah!!! Hehehe!!! I think I will miss her blurness and sotongness when she goes to China... Be smart when u are there and dun give those Ah-Tiongs bully you!!! AND PLEASE DUN FIND A FUCKING AH TIONG AS UR BF!!! WE WILL STOP TALKING TO U IF TT EVER HAPPENS!!!!

Exams Over, what now??

Mambo tonight girls!!! Exams are over!!! Finally, can sleep in peace, the air smells fresher, the world seems brighter and well, everything just seems nicer!!!

Just had lunch, ate too fast i think... A bit tummy cramp... If not for the fact tt Ai ren still mugging for her elective later, i think i will dance around the whole room... Tt jelly-fish like kind of dance!!!

Anyway, nap first... anything else can wait... Nap and conserve energy for tonight!!! =)

The day before...

It's tml... Venus' paper I mean, but I have no mood to study... Was supposed to wake up at 7plus to go for breakfast with Dav and JY but because Dav was still sleeping, JY and I also went back to sleep... and woke up only at 11plus... Now Dav's in the shower.

I am hungry.

Will push aside mugging for a while and have breakfast, then wash my bedsheets... I love washing bedsheets... Especially my blanket. And the weather is good today so I guess I can have my blanket back by tonight!!! Smelling of the sun...

Unruly hair... forgot to bring my kiap-kiap back to hall so have to use the combs to keep it tgt... I want my kiap-kiap!!!

And now WK says a drunk video of him is circulating in school... wahahaha!!! I WANT TO WATCH TOO!!!! I can't believe he got himself so drunk to the extent that the video is making him a "star" in school... wahahaha!!!
Please send me the video, I want to watch!!!

New Phone

This is the new phone that I got!!! It's PINK!!! But no, I am not turning into a Hello Kitty Girl... It was just really pretty so I got it... Cheap leh, after trade-in $48 only... And I had no problems switching from Sony Ericsson to Nokia again... Smsing is not a problem at all!!!

It's really slim but I got a plastic casing to protect the phone... U all know how chor lor I can be and I might just drop it or something so I got the casing... Slightly thicker... Just slightly only...

I love my new phone, just can't keep my hands off it and yes, I like the display... But just that it's a trade off. Either I have the organiser view or I put a picture as the wallpaper... I think on and off will switch view... Fit my liking... And I already downloaded 2 themes... Itchy hands mah!!!

Weekend before the freedom

It's Friday and well, it's the weekend before exams are over... It's a surreal feeling, like, I can't believe the hell is finally going to be over... The light at the end of the dark tunnel is getting bigger and bigger...

I just hope my results come out OK, coz, having the exams over and having the results come out are 2 seperate things. =)

Don't Worry

Yup, Peiling is imitating Venus again... "Don'tWorry!!"

Waiting for time to pass and for forensic science to be over. After 7pm, it will be 2 down, 2 more to go. This morning's HP322 was like shite but couldn't be bothered to feel demoralised or panicky coz don't have time for such LUXURIES~!!

Good thing I could fall asleep last night. Was a bit apprehensive at first and I remember thinking to myself, "Maybe I should see the school counsellor next sem and ask for sleeping pills to help me sleep better during the exam period." No need for that now I think. Hopefully I have gotten over this exam anxiety shit. Slept a it late last night and woke up once in the middle of the night but basically, enough rest I guess.

We agreed that Talia's a really good test-maker. Actually, I really like her a lot, especially after taking Psych Testing but her papers are real killers!!! No change there from the time of I/O Psych I think... But I still like her. *grinz*

Am gg to run off once I complete Forensic paper later and go back to hall. Rest and then start on Catherine's report. Finish it up by tonight and then submit tml morning. Then study HG101...

I think I want to go on a holiday. I fucking need a holiday. Just a weekend away will be good too. Just slack at some secluded beach or something. Slack. Bake in the sun.

Things to do after exams:
(1) Look for attachment companies
(2) Scout for FOC SP Night venue
(3) Ideas for FOC Main Comm video
(4) Look for part-time jobs

Just one more week. One. More. Week.

Chocolate Fortune Telling

日子：08月26日

　　巧克力：三层圆饼（Three－Chocolate Squares）

　　成份：白、黑、纯巧克力沟忌廉　

　　特性：引人注目

　　生日占卜：这天生日你，无论在公司、家庭、团体，都是站在引人注目的位置，你喜欢群体生活，共同创造事业和理想。你很清楚自己的存在价值，你的贡献无疑是整个团体的支持点。虽然你不是理想的领导者，但你需要别人的认同和赞赏，否则会失去应有的光采。



8月26日—小金梅草。

花语：寻求光明。

花占卜：你天性多疑，对人戒心很重，人际关系亦不如意。造成这种局面只因你想得太多，何不放开点，多结识些朋友，到时你的观感可能会改变。恋爱不一定是伤心的，也有很多动人的甜蜜故事。

幸运花：玫瑰，天竺葵，三色紫罗兰。

花箴言：爱有酸甜苦辣，但爱过总比从没爱过好。


8月26日出生的人会成为很好的父母，因为他们十分清楚组织与结构在小孩生命中所代表的重要性，那些比较没什么雄心大志的人，通常也比较不会对他们的下一代有太严格的要求。然而，如果他们是因为缺乏才能，或在事业上无法得到他人的重视而一直深觉挫折的话，就极有可能会将希望寄托于比较聪明的小孩身上，并因此对小孩展开过于严厉的敦促。

许多8月26日出生的人都能享受充当幕后人员的工作乐趣，而且在一些特殊的例子中，甚至还能成为某些知名人物或团体背后一股强大的推进力，他们不仅是优秀的团队分子，还真正能满足于幕后不为人所知的角色扮演。与其汲汲营营于唤起他们的注意力，他们宁可优游地享受自由所带来的快感；而且他们在工作时，也不会放任太多的自我主观意识来干预他们正在进行的事。像这样肯牺牲奉献的人，对家庭或企业来说恰如黄金一般珍贵。

然而，8月26日出生的人迟早必能攀到个人的巅峰（通常会在50岁或60岁左右的年纪还会自问道，“嗨！这对我来说有什么道理？”或“喔！老天！到底我这一生中发生了什么样的事？”到了这样的时机，他们就可以大大方方地挥别一些帮衬的活动，迈向一条崭新的道路。虽然，如此一来可能会吓到长久以来一直依赖他们的人，或是将他们视为理所当然而不加重视的人，但他们却会认为自己的确值得享有这种新发现到的自由，且当这种改变发生时，他们也不觉得应该为些而感到太大的愧疚。

建议
有时候，太过于想投合别人的心意并不是件好事，你可以学着独立自主一些。而在工作上，你也要以稍微强硬一点的方式，去要求拥有将事情做好的权力。不要依赖他人而过活，有时也是可以为自己作主。

优点
优势、自制、迎合他人、合群。

缺点
消极被动、压抑、自我牺牲。

Blog Rating

San Jose Dating

I don't know what to say... Crystal got rated "PG" for her blog but i got "G"... Should I be ashamed of myself?? haha!

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That's my mood now. "..." is the way I would describe it. I don't feel anything and all that I am thinking about is how to describe this feeling. It's a circular kind of situation. I don't know.

I know I am supposed to be typing my HP403 report so that I can basically concentrate on revision from this weekend onwards. But my fingers are on the keyboard for entirely different reasons. Blogging. About this "..." feeling. What is that?

Maybe it's the aching left arm and left thigh due to cheerleading last night. Don't ask me why is it only the left side.

Maybe it's the apprehension and anxiety from hearing the Graduation Project briefing just now.

Maybe it's because of...

Maybe it's got nothing to do with any of these at all. Maybe I just don't have motivation to do anything any more. Why do I do what I do?? Why do I see all these as important but are they really?? Who is to say that all these are important?? Who is to say that all these are going to be helpful in life?? Can they predict my future and know what use all these will be??

My nails are too long. I need to cut them.

I can see SQ's shoemark on my left arm. How fascinating, it just missed my burnt scar. Fried a portion of my left arm when the hot oil splashed up and landed o my left arm. Like Crystal said, we now know what cooked human flesh looks like. I wonder if it will leave a scar.

Just what am I here for?? Is there a reason why I stand where I am, experience what I have, cope with what is thrown to me and hurt the way I do? Am I here to do good or inflict hurt? Or am I here to benefit or lose out? Am I here to be there for someone or to walk out on someone else? Or am I here to be comforted or to be left behind?

What is it?

Davina's Birthday is TODAY

Today is Davina's birthday... Happy Birthday!!!! But these shots were taken on Saturday when she threw her party at her home!!! Hope you like all the presents girl!!

Self-discovery

As you can tell, I was bored... So i decided to embark on a journey of self-discovery.

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

So half the time I am NOT NORMAL???

Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Electricity

You're highly reactive, energetic, and super charged. If the occasion calls for it, you can go from 0 to 60 in a split second. But you don't harness your energy unless you truly need to. And because of this, people are often surprised by what you are capable of. Why you would be a good superhero: You have the stamina to fight enemies for days Your biggest problem as a superhero: As with your normal life, people would continue to underestimate you

What Should Your Superpower Be?

Hehe!! I really dun mind having this superpower sial!!

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Can you imagine?? I feel old... At 22, they tell me I am ready to be a wife...

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

Italian husband... Dun think my mum will accept tt... hahah!!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses... ... You don't give men enough of your time. As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

yah yah, busy with all the BLOODY PROJECTS and the EXAMS that NTU is throwing at us!!!

You Are a Flawless Beauty!

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare

What Type of Beauty Are You?

What exactly does "you have plenty to spare" mean???

You Are a Lemon Cake

Strong, sexy, and overpowering. You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self. You're confident, charming, and extremely popular.

What Kind of Cake Are You?

I actually wanted to be a chocolate cake coz tt is what i like to eat!!

I want to be ama de casa

I want to marry a rich man.

Then I will not work but devote my time to running the house and taking care of my children. I will also probably do volunteer work to pass my time and prevent myself from becoming too possessive of my children and husband.

I want to only have to worry about whether my husband and children are eating well and whether they like my cooking. I want to only have to think what to cook for dinner and what to plan for the weekends when my husband will have time for the children. I want to only have to remember important events and maybe, when to vist my in-laws and what presents to get them.

I want my degree to go to waste. haha. maybe not waste, can apply what i learnt to voluntary work or something.

Or maybe I will be a full-time tutor. Teach children at my home. OR teach kids while my own children are in school.

I want to marry a rich man.

Doraemon

I stole this from some random person's WhoLivesNearYou profile... I stole it as in, coz I dun noe the person mah, so I just save the picture and didn't tell the person tt i like the pic... hehehe!!

Naughty naughty, copyright and stuff BUT, it is a really cute picture right?! I don't mind working in an office like this... Then when i need anything, i can just ask my "colleague" for help and i know tt they will definitely have a solution!!!