Powerhous is beside Dragonfly... But I still didn't manage to go last night.. The re-entry queue for Dragonfly super duper long so didn't bother even gg out... Stayed inside lor, at Mono sing and sing and sing then bored le went to Dragonfly to dance...
Last night we were at the front right hand corner right in front of the stage... Then Sly from SI was performing, damn funny can?! He sing sing sing then want to guitar solo, he put one leg on the speaker right in front of us leh! Then imagine, our tt group not into him then just stand there with arms crossed then just talking... hahahahaha!! A bit poor thing lah... then he sang a duet with another female singer then she made the band change the key of song 2 times!! All the while the song was gg on and then after Sly sing the male part, she dun want to sing she make the band change key... Like some big shot liddat...
Then the guitarist sang also... Waaaaahhhhh! His voice really nice leh!! Although he short but talented lah, his voice can melt ppl's hearts man... He sang Jay Chou's Ju Hua Tai and tt Beyond song... Forgot the title, but Wah!! Hear him sing really shiok leh! Make me want to raise my hands and sway with him when he sing leh! haha!
Last night the DJ played all mambo songs... Summer Rain, Spetember, etc... Hahaha!! Time warped, felt like a Wednesday... I think if weekend come Dragonfly must go early... we reached at 10 already long queue... Thank God celebrating bday then got guestlist then we got signed in... But imagine when we went back at 330, still got ppl waiting to go in leh...
I think cannot le, guilt starting to set in... must really sit down and mug liao... aim each day complete 2 chapts.... too much? should be ok lah
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
Places to go
I just thought of places tt I went before and experienced intense emotions...
Jubilee Hall when it's empty... I remember when we went there for the first time to see if this theatre was for Razzle Dazzle... It was my first time in there and although it's considered one of the smaller theatres, the architecture and old-world feel overwhelmed me...
The shophouses at Tanjong Pagar... My cousin used to work at this Swedish lifestyle home decor shop which was located in this shophouse at Tanjong Pagar. I went there to visit her a few times when I was younger and boy, did tt place take my breath away... I really felt tt I want to live there... 2 levels with a spacious back area where a bar was installed (in the case of the shop) and there was even a backyard where u can have an outdoor dining area...I really felt tt I wanted tt place for a home... I am such a sucker for old things...
Sunset at Tioman was great... I never really watched a sunset before so I was really surprised by the calming effect it had on me and I thought I could feel my heart break... Iz talked about how she feared sunsets coz it spelt the end of a day to her... It was fear for her but for me, it was sadness really... It was sooooo beautiful tt I could feel a pain in my heart...
Standing in the middle of Ginza... Did u know tt they close the roads on Sat after a certain time at Ginza? So u can basically walk in the middle of the roads... I remember standing there, watching all these ppl walking pass me all around, all the neon lights on, the cool autumn breeze... I felt so small yet at the top of the world... Haiz... Complicated emotions...
Visiting Modiva for the first time... Wahaha!! It was like a fiesta in there!! Latin music tt goes on and on and on and the salsa dancers... Hot Hot Hot!! I cheered and screamed until almost no voice man! Thanks to ur great recommendation, HY! YW got swung ard like a doll... hahaha!! It was DIZZYINGLY fun... Giggle non-stop and cheer!
Something a little bit more random... Not really on emotions now...
I think I cannot accept when ppl tell me NO. It's as though ppl must say YES to me all the time or I will have this funny nagging feeling inside me... It's like, "How can he say NO to me... Why did he say tt? What is the problem here?" Aaaahhhhh... Maybe I am one of those ppl tt cant take rejection lying down... MUST WIN EVERYTHING kind of headstrong freak...
Jubilee Hall when it's empty... I remember when we went there for the first time to see if this theatre was for Razzle Dazzle... It was my first time in there and although it's considered one of the smaller theatres, the architecture and old-world feel overwhelmed me...
The shophouses at Tanjong Pagar... My cousin used to work at this Swedish lifestyle home decor shop which was located in this shophouse at Tanjong Pagar. I went there to visit her a few times when I was younger and boy, did tt place take my breath away... I really felt tt I want to live there... 2 levels with a spacious back area where a bar was installed (in the case of the shop) and there was even a backyard where u can have an outdoor dining area...I really felt tt I wanted tt place for a home... I am such a sucker for old things...
Sunset at Tioman was great... I never really watched a sunset before so I was really surprised by the calming effect it had on me and I thought I could feel my heart break... Iz talked about how she feared sunsets coz it spelt the end of a day to her... It was fear for her but for me, it was sadness really... It was sooooo beautiful tt I could feel a pain in my heart...
Standing in the middle of Ginza... Did u know tt they close the roads on Sat after a certain time at Ginza? So u can basically walk in the middle of the roads... I remember standing there, watching all these ppl walking pass me all around, all the neon lights on, the cool autumn breeze... I felt so small yet at the top of the world... Haiz... Complicated emotions...
Visiting Modiva for the first time... Wahaha!! It was like a fiesta in there!! Latin music tt goes on and on and on and the salsa dancers... Hot Hot Hot!! I cheered and screamed until almost no voice man! Thanks to ur great recommendation, HY! YW got swung ard like a doll... hahaha!! It was DIZZYINGLY fun... Giggle non-stop and cheer!
Something a little bit more random... Not really on emotions now...
I think I cannot accept when ppl tell me NO. It's as though ppl must say YES to me all the time or I will have this funny nagging feeling inside me... It's like, "How can he say NO to me... Why did he say tt? What is the problem here?" Aaaahhhhh... Maybe I am one of those ppl tt cant take rejection lying down... MUST WIN EVERYTHING kind of headstrong freak...
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Tonto Wireless y Tonta Aki
Wells, found the root of my wireless problem. The switch.
Yes, the wireless wasn't ON in the first place... BUT! Stupid Panasonic didn't put an external switch so I wasn't able to find it. My cute papa had to consult the manual in Tokyo and call me in Singapore to teach me how to on tt bloody thing... But, well, it's all running smoothly now... Ahhh...
Tml gg SGX to conduct interview... Man... I am so happy!! Can see Izyan Peiling and Crystal on a FRIDAY!!! *winkz*
Today bought a PINK ADIDAS BAG from the seiyu bazaar... SHould have just left Izyan to die of cold than to follow her there to buy pants sial... But, I like the bag lah... hahaha!! Jus tt, aiyah.. spend money again... Maybe go tanning at Sentosa can bring tt bag... hahaha!! Put towel and toiletries and a change of clothes can liao... So nice!!!
Yes, the wireless wasn't ON in the first place... BUT! Stupid Panasonic didn't put an external switch so I wasn't able to find it. My cute papa had to consult the manual in Tokyo and call me in Singapore to teach me how to on tt bloody thing... But, well, it's all running smoothly now... Ahhh...
Tml gg SGX to conduct interview... Man... I am so happy!! Can see Izyan Peiling and Crystal on a FRIDAY!!! *winkz*
Today bought a PINK ADIDAS BAG from the seiyu bazaar... SHould have just left Izyan to die of cold than to follow her there to buy pants sial... But, I like the bag lah... hahaha!! Jus tt, aiyah.. spend money again... Maybe go tanning at Sentosa can bring tt bag... hahaha!! Put towel and toiletries and a change of clothes can liao... So nice!!!
Handicapped
I realised how handicap I can be without Internet... Last night the LAN settings went hay-wire on my laptop and I couldn't access the Internet from my room... My God! I was spewing vulgarities coz I was shut out from the rest of the world!!!
Stormed left right centre, trying to see who could help me and my laptop... In the end, my cousin gave me the most useful piece of advice... "Tml morning bring ur laptop to CITS and get them to configure for u again... See what is the problem..." Waaaaahhhh!!!! And I still didn:t have internet last night..
Luckily Limei extended an invitation tt I couldn't resist.. "Aki, you want to play mahjong?"
And tt kept my mind off my Internet-less status for about 2-3hours.. Lost money anyway...
Luckily CITS got the problem fixed but now, apparently, there is a problem with my inbuilt-wireless... Damn! One problem after another... And my dear mum has no idea how much money I have spent calling and gg down to service centers to fix this and thast... My god! Can really vomit blood sial...
I am kinda looking forward to the holidays and next sem... Already, I am tired of this supposedly routins existence... Study, get good grades, dun club too much, lament about not enough money... I want to work and do something new during holidays.. Meet new people, go to new places, learn new things... And I realised how time flies... Really, I am already half way through Uni le, not much time left before I bid all these goodbye and enter the working life.
Like tml, have to go SGX to interview the HR person there... Wearing formal again and gg to an office on a weekday reminds me of my attachment days... Work...
I like the hotel line really, but imagine gg back to tt almost 6days a week and longer hours than most ppl too... I still miss Mandarin, funnily enough... The people and the guests I meet everyday is really different and each encounter different. I love it.
I think I need to further develop other aspects of my life... If not, so centred on grades and studies, INternet down then cannot do this and that then I feel so helpless... I really dun like tt feeling... Like, no internet, i cannot do anything else... Maybe I will pick up knitting again... Maybe I will start drawing again...
Arancha promised me a recipe for paella so maybe I will try out a few new recipes this hols too... And maybe catch more sun and toughen up!
Stormed left right centre, trying to see who could help me and my laptop... In the end, my cousin gave me the most useful piece of advice... "Tml morning bring ur laptop to CITS and get them to configure for u again... See what is the problem..." Waaaaahhhh!!!! And I still didn:t have internet last night..
Luckily Limei extended an invitation tt I couldn't resist.. "Aki, you want to play mahjong?"
And tt kept my mind off my Internet-less status for about 2-3hours.. Lost money anyway...
Luckily CITS got the problem fixed but now, apparently, there is a problem with my inbuilt-wireless... Damn! One problem after another... And my dear mum has no idea how much money I have spent calling and gg down to service centers to fix this and thast... My god! Can really vomit blood sial...
I am kinda looking forward to the holidays and next sem... Already, I am tired of this supposedly routins existence... Study, get good grades, dun club too much, lament about not enough money... I want to work and do something new during holidays.. Meet new people, go to new places, learn new things... And I realised how time flies... Really, I am already half way through Uni le, not much time left before I bid all these goodbye and enter the working life.
Like tml, have to go SGX to interview the HR person there... Wearing formal again and gg to an office on a weekday reminds me of my attachment days... Work...
I like the hotel line really, but imagine gg back to tt almost 6days a week and longer hours than most ppl too... I still miss Mandarin, funnily enough... The people and the guests I meet everyday is really different and each encounter different. I love it.
I think I need to further develop other aspects of my life... If not, so centred on grades and studies, INternet down then cannot do this and that then I feel so helpless... I really dun like tt feeling... Like, no internet, i cannot do anything else... Maybe I will pick up knitting again... Maybe I will start drawing again...
Arancha promised me a recipe for paella so maybe I will try out a few new recipes this hols too... And maybe catch more sun and toughen up!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Peiling's Blog
Peiling's blog very funny leh... My god, short but damn funny lah!!
Totally love u to bits leh! Although U get freaked out when Izyan Public Display of Affection (PDA) u, I declare here still better right? My god, I like some kind of idiot laugh and snort in my room alone lor... Lucky Limei and James not ard.. Later they think I "sort blood" already...
I think my face look very dull, not enuff sleep i think... See later got time to do mask onot... Super tired and motivation-less to do anything... Have been staring at page 390 of our biopsych textbook for the last 15 min before i decided to go read ur blog... Melatonin is so boring...
Maybe u blog the main points of all the chapters lah! Then maybe we can all study better... =)
Totally love u to bits leh! Although U get freaked out when Izyan Public Display of Affection (PDA) u, I declare here still better right? My god, I like some kind of idiot laugh and snort in my room alone lor... Lucky Limei and James not ard.. Later they think I "sort blood" already...
I think my face look very dull, not enuff sleep i think... See later got time to do mask onot... Super tired and motivation-less to do anything... Have been staring at page 390 of our biopsych textbook for the last 15 min before i decided to go read ur blog... Melatonin is so boring...
Maybe u blog the main points of all the chapters lah! Then maybe we can all study better... =)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
We ask for it
Yup, Diane is soooo right!!
We do ask for it ourselves sometimes... Being smart and knowing the consequences of that particular choice doesn't necessarily mean we make the smart move of walking away... Quite on the contrary, it can make us go "What the heck, this is what I want so fuck the consequences!"
And then... we mope when things turn out exactly as the worst case scenario we had thought of... Hmm... Knowing tt something is good for u doesn't mean we choose tt...
Choosing the bad boy over the good boy results in serious casualties... But what the heck, when u want the excitement and sparks and romance... But see, tt's when everything goes downhill... Thinking u can change him is another fatal misconception... Well, although I do still believe that the male species will want to settle down when they have reached a certain level of maturity (See, I still hold hope for the male homosapiens)...
It's not tt the fault lies with us all the time too... Sometimes, the good guy is really not what u want then too bad lor... What to do?? Don't want to spend the rest of ur life thinking " what if?" right? So what if he can offer u everlasting stability? U only live once and u want the waves and fireworks to make ur life as colourful as possible, no?
I am also asking for it, really... Flicking back to MSN mainpage to look at his Away sign, wondering will he nudge me when he finally comes back... No more sun already still haven't come back... PC getting very hot lor, leave it on while out... I'm such a liar... So much for, severing all contact until after exams!
We do ask for it ourselves sometimes... Being smart and knowing the consequences of that particular choice doesn't necessarily mean we make the smart move of walking away... Quite on the contrary, it can make us go "What the heck, this is what I want so fuck the consequences!"
And then... we mope when things turn out exactly as the worst case scenario we had thought of... Hmm... Knowing tt something is good for u doesn't mean we choose tt...
Choosing the bad boy over the good boy results in serious casualties... But what the heck, when u want the excitement and sparks and romance... But see, tt's when everything goes downhill... Thinking u can change him is another fatal misconception... Well, although I do still believe that the male species will want to settle down when they have reached a certain level of maturity (See, I still hold hope for the male homosapiens)...
It's not tt the fault lies with us all the time too... Sometimes, the good guy is really not what u want then too bad lor... What to do?? Don't want to spend the rest of ur life thinking " what if?" right? So what if he can offer u everlasting stability? U only live once and u want the waves and fireworks to make ur life as colourful as possible, no?
I am also asking for it, really... Flicking back to MSN mainpage to look at his Away sign, wondering will he nudge me when he finally comes back... No more sun already still haven't come back... PC getting very hot lor, leave it on while out... I'm such a liar... So much for, severing all contact until after exams!
Things I want to do after exams
(1) Go do something to my hair
(2) Go wardrobe transformation
(3) Mambo
(4) Cafe Del Mar
(5) Powerhouse
(6) Buy new SONY VAIO in PINK!
(2) Go wardrobe transformation
(3) Mambo
(4) Cafe Del Mar
(5) Powerhouse
(6) Buy new SONY VAIO in PINK!
Monday, March 26, 2007
Time is Running OUT!!
Only 22 days to go before exams... Shall have to start mugger mode tonight!!!! Aim to finish the chapter on sleep tonight!! I dun care sial!! No time already!!!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
New Laptop
Technically, this is not mine... It's my sister's... And I am having difficulty using this thing... Haiz...
Stupid motherboard died on me then the guy say not worth repairing coz the laptop from Japan then need to get the parts from Japan... Damn...
Anyway, just glad that I have this for now to tide me over... supposed to save up and buy new laptop during the holidays... Afterall, I still have a long long way to go before gaduation so should just get a new one... What should I get??
Any ideas on good-looking(again, my superficial side), cheap and easy to use laptop, please let me know... tag me... I am in desperate need since the IT show just ended too.... Argh!!!
Stupid motherboard died on me then the guy say not worth repairing coz the laptop from Japan then need to get the parts from Japan... Damn...
Anyway, just glad that I have this for now to tide me over... supposed to save up and buy new laptop during the holidays... Afterall, I still have a long long way to go before gaduation so should just get a new one... What should I get??
Any ideas on good-looking(again, my superficial side), cheap and easy to use laptop, please let me know... tag me... I am in desperate need since the IT show just ended too.... Argh!!!
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Happy Birthday to Limei!!
Happy Birthday to my dearest toiletmate... The female one, not the male one!! haha!!
Not bad hor!? Last night eat choco cake, then today eat ur carrot and what? walnut? cake... U say got cream cheese layer at the top somemore...
See ya tonight and will send u testi lata!!!
Not bad hor!? Last night eat choco cake, then today eat ur carrot and what? walnut? cake... U say got cream cheese layer at the top somemore...
See ya tonight and will send u testi lata!!!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Different Lifestyle indeed
Just read Izyan's blog about her "new friend"... Was a bit reluctant to get down from Crystal's car when reach my hall but I couldn't possibl ride with u girls until Yio Chu Kang...
Thing is, I have known of a case like tt too... And it tends to make ppl think about it alot... Like we said just now, how can anyone NOT go thru an internal struggle before deciding to abort... Thing is, I wouldn't know what to do if tt happened to me... Will I abort it just coz it's in the way or let it come into the world and then decide on the next step in life after tt??
The girl sounded very cool and aloof about it but was it really coz she really didn't care? Or like, coz the guy is just casual friend so she put up this cool front to not make things any more awkward than it already is... And I think, sometimes hardening ur heart can help u through a lot of life's pits... Crystal said maybe she had alr struggled with this issue in her heart alr and I think so too... So what if the baby is not of the man tt u love but the result of a moment's folly? It's still ur baby right?? And what exactly is the right thing to do in such a case?
If it were me, I don't think I will be able to keep it... I will probably regret it and cry and feel guilty for the rest of my life but I don't think I am brave enough to bring it to the world... In the first place, I will probably blame it for all the lost opportunities... I will probably lament tt the baby robbed me of my freedom... Selfish I know. Irresponsible I know. It's not the baby's fault but mine right?
Thank God I don't have to think of such things... I pity tt girl really... So young, and most would prob say it's her own fault for taking tt step to risk pregnancy but I still think, she alr has enough punishment coz she will have to carry this guilt in her for the rest of her life... Will she still be able to smile at tt cute cooing baby in the pram at the mall?? Will she be able to look at her own baby next time and cry tears of joy and not guilty tears for the baby tt she killed years ago?
Shite... getting a bit emo now... Haiz... Must be Toni Braxton singing Unbreak My Heart on Class95 tt's causing me to feel liddat...
I pray tt I will never have to stand at such a crossroad... I pray tt I will never have to look back on my life and regret taking a life... I pray tt no girl stands there too.
Thing is, I have known of a case like tt too... And it tends to make ppl think about it alot... Like we said just now, how can anyone NOT go thru an internal struggle before deciding to abort... Thing is, I wouldn't know what to do if tt happened to me... Will I abort it just coz it's in the way or let it come into the world and then decide on the next step in life after tt??
The girl sounded very cool and aloof about it but was it really coz she really didn't care? Or like, coz the guy is just casual friend so she put up this cool front to not make things any more awkward than it already is... And I think, sometimes hardening ur heart can help u through a lot of life's pits... Crystal said maybe she had alr struggled with this issue in her heart alr and I think so too... So what if the baby is not of the man tt u love but the result of a moment's folly? It's still ur baby right?? And what exactly is the right thing to do in such a case?
If it were me, I don't think I will be able to keep it... I will probably regret it and cry and feel guilty for the rest of my life but I don't think I am brave enough to bring it to the world... In the first place, I will probably blame it for all the lost opportunities... I will probably lament tt the baby robbed me of my freedom... Selfish I know. Irresponsible I know. It's not the baby's fault but mine right?
Thank God I don't have to think of such things... I pity tt girl really... So young, and most would prob say it's her own fault for taking tt step to risk pregnancy but I still think, she alr has enough punishment coz she will have to carry this guilt in her for the rest of her life... Will she still be able to smile at tt cute cooing baby in the pram at the mall?? Will she be able to look at her own baby next time and cry tears of joy and not guilty tears for the baby tt she killed years ago?
Shite... getting a bit emo now... Haiz... Must be Toni Braxton singing Unbreak My Heart on Class95 tt's causing me to feel liddat...
I pray tt I will never have to stand at such a crossroad... I pray tt I will never have to look back on my life and regret taking a life... I pray tt no girl stands there too.
Mi amigas son bonitas, divertidos y TONTO
Yes, my friends are pretty, funny and DUMB... Haha!! Not in tt Stupid kind but we do say some stupid things at times...
AND, Izzy u are banned from uttering tt "M" word... M***o ... Banned from saying tt in front of me during the early part of the week... U can safely say tt in my face on Thursdays onwards... U know how I become crazy when u say tt on wed or tue... It's like what the full moon is like to a werewolf and Mambo has the same effect on me!
Damn! I just said tt word... Anyway, u haven't bring me go try sheesha yet... Wanna see what is the big hoohaa about tt thingy and why Crystal wun get high but u do...
Oooh... And tt HEART-TO-HEART on sex was fun... Throw everything out in the air and discuss discuss discuss... But PL missed out on some parts leh... Let's watch her reaction next time...
I realised yesterday tt I feel like an invalid without my Internet connection... I am hooked to the internet man... Need to talk to my friends and all...
Tml is Limei's BDAY le!! Felt so funny telling Tracey's mum tt i can't teach on thur coz i attending friend's bday party... Like so kiddish... BUT I WANNA GO!!!!! Anyway, I hope she enjoys herself tml... Tt poor girl plan until like... Cake also must mull over for so long...
Right... shall go dig for some food... Hungry...
AND, Izzy u are banned from uttering tt "M" word... M***o ... Banned from saying tt in front of me during the early part of the week... U can safely say tt in my face on Thursdays onwards... U know how I become crazy when u say tt on wed or tue... It's like what the full moon is like to a werewolf and Mambo has the same effect on me!
Damn! I just said tt word... Anyway, u haven't bring me go try sheesha yet... Wanna see what is the big hoohaa about tt thingy and why Crystal wun get high but u do...
Oooh... And tt HEART-TO-HEART on sex was fun... Throw everything out in the air and discuss discuss discuss... But PL missed out on some parts leh... Let's watch her reaction next time...
I realised yesterday tt I feel like an invalid without my Internet connection... I am hooked to the internet man... Need to talk to my friends and all...
Tml is Limei's BDAY le!! Felt so funny telling Tracey's mum tt i can't teach on thur coz i attending friend's bday party... Like so kiddish... BUT I WANNA GO!!!!! Anyway, I hope she enjoys herself tml... Tt poor girl plan until like... Cake also must mull over for so long...
Right... shall go dig for some food... Hungry...
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
To Do List
Things to do today...
(1) Finish spanish assignment
(2) Read HP301 Developmental Niche
(3) Print all notes for HP301
(4) Do HP301 assignment 4
(5) Shite... Haven't mark tuition homework... Sian...
Thunder rumbling... Good weather leh. BUT since I slept early last night must try to be as productive as possible this morning! Do all pressing matters first!
Hungry... hope Crystal comes to school early... Can go to NIE and eat?
(1) Finish spanish assignment
(2) Read HP301 Developmental Niche
(3) Print all notes for HP301
(4) Do HP301 assignment 4
(5) Shite... Haven't mark tuition homework... Sian...
Thunder rumbling... Good weather leh. BUT since I slept early last night must try to be as productive as possible this morning! Do all pressing matters first!
Hungry... hope Crystal comes to school early... Can go to NIE and eat?
Midnight Badminton
I was supposed to be reading my textbook... studying really... But looked what happened?!
Dear Limei, I think cannot le... Don't tempt me with these midnight activities... Must study le... Only 28 more days to go till exams... How to finish liddat?! Anyway, thnx for the 100Plus!! And my arm feeling very achey now... Too long never play badminton..
And stupid Ruz say i like COW, got so much strength... then somemore ask me to send him my pic for him to photoshop!! Slap you lah! Please lor... Don't think u final year can bully me hor!!
Anyway, gtg shower then sleep early... maybe read a bit of my book then go zzz... Hehehe!!! Mugger mode alert!!! I should put up another countdown to PARTYTIME!!! This time Peiling got no excuse to run!!! Bleh!!
Was talking to Di just now and well, I know what u are gg thru... Really... U witnessed it when I was gg thru tt with Shilong... Often, we are able to dish out advice so easily but when things happen we really can't control ourselve... Emotions are liddat...
But u are doing well now too, dun have to think of him if he has decided to move on. you should do tt too. And it's not like there aren't suitors ard u... maybe they can be taller lah, haha, but still... AND he doesn't deserve u and u dun deserve to be treated the way he did when u were still tgt... You have so much gg for u now so don't bother ur cute lil head with his stuffs...
You know how I feel about relationships... Young once, don't waste too much time on the details... Might regret later for not finding out much more but at least I did what I wanted to do and I won't have to bother with the "what if I had..." and then just move on... UNTIL you find THE ONE.
Ahhhh...
The elusive THE ONE... When will you appear and what form would you take? Will you fit all criteria on my checklist? Or will I have to compromise?
Dear Limei, I think cannot le... Don't tempt me with these midnight activities... Must study le... Only 28 more days to go till exams... How to finish liddat?! Anyway, thnx for the 100Plus!! And my arm feeling very achey now... Too long never play badminton..
And stupid Ruz say i like COW, got so much strength... then somemore ask me to send him my pic for him to photoshop!! Slap you lah! Please lor... Don't think u final year can bully me hor!!
Anyway, gtg shower then sleep early... maybe read a bit of my book then go zzz... Hehehe!!! Mugger mode alert!!! I should put up another countdown to PARTYTIME!!! This time Peiling got no excuse to run!!! Bleh!!
Was talking to Di just now and well, I know what u are gg thru... Really... U witnessed it when I was gg thru tt with Shilong... Often, we are able to dish out advice so easily but when things happen we really can't control ourselve... Emotions are liddat...
But u are doing well now too, dun have to think of him if he has decided to move on. you should do tt too. And it's not like there aren't suitors ard u... maybe they can be taller lah, haha, but still... AND he doesn't deserve u and u dun deserve to be treated the way he did when u were still tgt... You have so much gg for u now so don't bother ur cute lil head with his stuffs...
You know how I feel about relationships... Young once, don't waste too much time on the details... Might regret later for not finding out much more but at least I did what I wanted to do and I won't have to bother with the "what if I had..." and then just move on... UNTIL you find THE ONE.
Ahhhh...
The elusive THE ONE... When will you appear and what form would you take? Will you fit all criteria on my checklist? Or will I have to compromise?
Monday, March 19, 2007
New-est Skin
I promise this is the last I am changing skins... for now...
Couldn't help it man, just felt this was more like it... Love the countdown though! haha!!
Tuition later... So hungry tt I decided to finish the remnants of my potatochips and I shall have a proper dinner only later... And I am so glad tt my clique has a new topic to share and discuss about... *grinz* Shall never look at them in the same light again... Ever... Can really let loose everything to them, no need to feel shy liao!!!
And it's one more topic to gush and giggle about over our jugs of vodka-something...
Couldn't help it man, just felt this was more like it... Love the countdown though! haha!!
Tuition later... So hungry tt I decided to finish the remnants of my potatochips and I shall have a proper dinner only later... And I am so glad tt my clique has a new topic to share and discuss about... *grinz* Shall never look at them in the same light again... Ever... Can really let loose everything to them, no need to feel shy liao!!!
And it's one more topic to gush and giggle about over our jugs of vodka-something...
Music&Lyrics and Indonesian Food
Well well,
I knew we were gg to watch Music&Lyrics... But tt movie was sooooooo nice!!! And the songs though a lil tacky, were so catchy, I am tempted to buy the soundtrack... Haha!! In the first place, I do quite like Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore... The girl who acted as Cora also quite cute... Think she can be the next Britney Spears since Brit is facing so much trouble now...
Went to eat at Riverside Point after tt... Indonesian food...
All my friends know I dun quite like to eat this kind of cuisine but there we were... But it wasn't so bad afterall... Quite nice actually... Eat until damn full lah!! Even if I had Haagen Daaz ice cream in front of me, doubt I can find a space for it in my tummy...
Doing project now with Crystal... Just now Derrick was here and he so kaypoh, want to interview me... haha!! He better than any girl at starting a bitching session lor!! Pei fu... He being Crystal's bf, I hope he passed the Interview and gets a place at NBS... Then we all can hang out sometimes in school... =)
Itchy hand of mine thinking of getting more skins for my blog... haha! Just for fun... Every other day change skin...!!! Depend on mood all tt... hehe!!!
OK, the project would most prob be based on Excessive sleepiness... Just like me... I think they should case study me.
I knew we were gg to watch Music&Lyrics... But tt movie was sooooooo nice!!! And the songs though a lil tacky, were so catchy, I am tempted to buy the soundtrack... Haha!! In the first place, I do quite like Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore... The girl who acted as Cora also quite cute... Think she can be the next Britney Spears since Brit is facing so much trouble now...
Went to eat at Riverside Point after tt... Indonesian food...
All my friends know I dun quite like to eat this kind of cuisine but there we were... But it wasn't so bad afterall... Quite nice actually... Eat until damn full lah!! Even if I had Haagen Daaz ice cream in front of me, doubt I can find a space for it in my tummy...
Doing project now with Crystal... Just now Derrick was here and he so kaypoh, want to interview me... haha!! He better than any girl at starting a bitching session lor!! Pei fu... He being Crystal's bf, I hope he passed the Interview and gets a place at NBS... Then we all can hang out sometimes in school... =)
Itchy hand of mine thinking of getting more skins for my blog... haha! Just for fun... Every other day change skin...!!! Depend on mood all tt... hehe!!!
OK, the project would most prob be based on Excessive sleepiness... Just like me... I think they should case study me.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
New-er Skin
Ok, decided on this one in the end... More dreamy kind, can relax and bitch and say evil things w/o thinking tt the skin is too cute for it or something...
Running late, hope SL isnt the kind tt cant wait.
Running late, hope SL isnt the kind tt cant wait.
Stupid Taggie
Argh!!!
Dunnoe what to do with my tagboard... People cant see what they are typing... Crystal suggested gg website change but nothing would change tt!!!
Hate Javascript... stupid thing... Someone help me!!!!
Dunnoe what to do with my tagboard... People cant see what they are typing... Crystal suggested gg website change but nothing would change tt!!!
Hate Javascript... stupid thing... Someone help me!!!!
New Skin
Haha!! I know it sounds very "erm..." coming from me BUT
I LOVE MY NEW SKIN!!!
All u girls rem how my previous skin was all grey and stuff?? I quite like the pic and it was titled Shakespeare In Love but I love this new one!! Bright Bright BRIGHT!!!
I think I will blog and blog and blog the next few days just so I can remove the previous blog entries from the sad sad past... Time really makes a difference man!! Almost 1 year and I feel so different...
Aiyoh!! Totally cannot stand it... Endurance, Risk and LOVE!! Like so full of vitality!!
*squealz*
Anyway, I need to zzz le... If not tml SL will be having dinner with a panda... Muackz!!
I LOVE MY NEW SKIN!!!
All u girls rem how my previous skin was all grey and stuff?? I quite like the pic and it was titled Shakespeare In Love but I love this new one!! Bright Bright BRIGHT!!!
I think I will blog and blog and blog the next few days just so I can remove the previous blog entries from the sad sad past... Time really makes a difference man!! Almost 1 year and I feel so different...
Aiyoh!! Totally cannot stand it... Endurance, Risk and LOVE!! Like so full of vitality!!
*squealz*
Anyway, I need to zzz le... If not tml SL will be having dinner with a panda... Muackz!!
Hello Old Friend!!
Hello old friend,
it's been a year!! Thanks to u, I realised something last year... It's always tt time of the month tt I think of him so after attributing the mood swings and crying fits to hormones, I got better... My mum laughed when I said tt I only miss him coz my period is coming!! haha!!
Well, he's nice and I hope he's doing well... Not tt he will see this... =)
But anyway, back to u my old friend...
I had a sudden inspiration to see u again so, get ready, coz I expect I will have a lot to say in the coming weeks!! 4 more weeks to exams!! And u, my dear friend, are gg to accompany me through this tedious period of revision!!!
First things first, I made some new friends recently... a certain J and SL... warm welcome to them although I think I just got the boot from J... nevertheless, he has a nice enough bod so I shall forgive him.. haha!! Superficial me... And SL... shall find out more about him tml!
Feeling a bit nervous about spending close to 6 hours with him... He planned the day like military operation... 3 at city hall to watch movie at Suntec. Title of movie to be advised and if i dun like it, apparently i get to be treated to Haagen Daaz ice cream the next time I see him...
Dinner will finish at ard 8 plus so tt i will have enough time to go back hall and prob rest by 10... *he makes me sound like a kid, but nvm*
And, yes, i think i want to change blog skin... again... haha!! Want something bright and cheery coz I have walked out of the shadow of 2006... And although 2007 hasn't brought anything new and exciting (J was supposed to be, but then... Haiz...), so nvm... Better things await me!!
Izzy talked about Dan today and I think tt yah, maybe she is right... And I know my dear girl not bad at judging ppl so, I trust her wits to protect her... And I guess yah, he really was nice tt 2nd mambo night...
OK, blogskin shopping now... =)
it's been a year!! Thanks to u, I realised something last year... It's always tt time of the month tt I think of him so after attributing the mood swings and crying fits to hormones, I got better... My mum laughed when I said tt I only miss him coz my period is coming!! haha!!
Well, he's nice and I hope he's doing well... Not tt he will see this... =)
But anyway, back to u my old friend...
I had a sudden inspiration to see u again so, get ready, coz I expect I will have a lot to say in the coming weeks!! 4 more weeks to exams!! And u, my dear friend, are gg to accompany me through this tedious period of revision!!!
First things first, I made some new friends recently... a certain J and SL... warm welcome to them although I think I just got the boot from J... nevertheless, he has a nice enough bod so I shall forgive him.. haha!! Superficial me... And SL... shall find out more about him tml!
Feeling a bit nervous about spending close to 6 hours with him... He planned the day like military operation... 3 at city hall to watch movie at Suntec. Title of movie to be advised and if i dun like it, apparently i get to be treated to Haagen Daaz ice cream the next time I see him...
Dinner will finish at ard 8 plus so tt i will have enough time to go back hall and prob rest by 10... *he makes me sound like a kid, but nvm*
And, yes, i think i want to change blog skin... again... haha!! Want something bright and cheery coz I have walked out of the shadow of 2006... And although 2007 hasn't brought anything new and exciting (J was supposed to be, but then... Haiz...), so nvm... Better things await me!!
Izzy talked about Dan today and I think tt yah, maybe she is right... And I know my dear girl not bad at judging ppl so, I trust her wits to protect her... And I guess yah, he really was nice tt 2nd mambo night...
OK, blogskin shopping now... =)
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