Handicapped

I realised how handicap I can be without Internet... Last night the LAN settings went hay-wire on my laptop and I couldn't access the Internet from my room... My God! I was spewing vulgarities coz I was shut out from the rest of the world!!!

Stormed left right centre, trying to see who could help me and my laptop... In the end, my cousin gave me the most useful piece of advice... "Tml morning bring ur laptop to CITS and get them to configure for u again... See what is the problem..." Waaaaahhhh!!!! And I still didn:t have internet last night..

Luckily Limei extended an invitation tt I couldn't resist.. "Aki, you want to play mahjong?"

And tt kept my mind off my Internet-less status for about 2-3hours.. Lost money anyway...

Luckily CITS got the problem fixed but now, apparently, there is a problem with my inbuilt-wireless... Damn! One problem after another... And my dear mum has no idea how much money I have spent calling and gg down to service centers to fix this and thast... My god! Can really vomit blood sial...

I am kinda looking forward to the holidays and next sem... Already, I am tired of this supposedly routins existence... Study, get good grades, dun club too much, lament about not enough money... I want to work and do something new during holidays.. Meet new people, go to new places, learn new things... And I realised how time flies... Really, I am already half way through Uni le, not much time left before I bid all these goodbye and enter the working life.

Like tml, have to go SGX to interview the HR person there... Wearing formal again and gg to an office on a weekday reminds me of my attachment days... Work...

I like the hotel line really, but imagine gg back to tt almost 6days a week and longer hours than most ppl too... I still miss Mandarin, funnily enough... The people and the guests I meet everyday is really different and each encounter different. I love it.

I think I need to further develop other aspects of my life... If not, so centred on grades and studies, INternet down then cannot do this and that then I feel so helpless... I really dun like tt feeling... Like, no internet, i cannot do anything else... Maybe I will pick up knitting again... Maybe I will start drawing again...

Arancha promised me a recipe for paella so maybe I will try out a few new recipes this hols too... And maybe catch more sun and toughen up!