Friday, September 30, 2005

Competition

Raye is updating her blog skin... Like, did I just inspires all of u to pretty up ur blogs again?? Haha!! This is so funny... Alright girls, I recognise competition when I smell one so bring it on, bay-bee!!!

Let the best skin win... *handshake*

Vainpots, all of us.... =)

Night

What is it about the night tt gets to me... I might have my roomie around or others around to keep me company, but still tt queer sense of loss and emptiness creeps up on me... Is it really possible to feel lonely even in the company of others?

Music can soothe my senses and fill up the silence but it can never replace the one voice tt i wish i could hear, even if it was plain nagging... I might have a blanket to wrap around myself but it cannot replace the one comforting pat tt he could give or the hug she would be asking for... Snacks can stop my stomach from growling but they can't give me the sense of warmth and fullness tt a bowl of noodles cooked by her can give me...

Yes ladies and gentlemen, tonight, I miss my parents... A 20-year-old missing home... But I do... For once, I wish I was at home, bickering with my sisters over what radio station to listen to, fighting with mama over the best spot to watch the TV and papa too...

I wish u didn't have to go away.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

Rainy Afternoon

Raining... it can be a depressing thought...

Left the comfort of my room to go to a supposed RP session... I actually slipped on the slippery ground on my way to South Spine but I didn't land on my bum... If tt was any consolation... But nonetheless, I have a new blister on my right foot... All tt drama was for nothing, the RP session wasn't on... Poor Raye and Sabby walked back to hall with me, laughing at my Ah-Tiong getup tt i was in today...

Back in my room, music is playing and my bed looks inviting... It's not sleep tt's beckoning but the prospect of a Nua-ing session... I could curl up and nua the rest of the afternoon... But when i think of ''Nua'' these days, it means something more than pure relaxation and laziness... I wish i could curl up like a Koala would to a tree branch... Haha!!

I have a Nua-buddy now and it sorts of comforts me... If Di hears of it she'll say I'm nuts and tt it is so against all beliefs we have about being a lady but who cares?! Emotionally detached, maybe, but physically together... Just tt little bit of comfort and consolation... It makes me feel just tt little bit smug tt we are just tt little bit more than friends...

Wanted to wash my sheets but the weather isn't too willing to let me do just tt... Limei wants to wash her clothes too so it'll be another couple of days before i change it to the Blue one with the doggie on it... No place to hang all our barang.... Bleh!! =P

Di, forgive me for the show of double standards... Yes, u can rant and rave about it but it wouldn't change a thing and yes, i'm not going to change a thing... Not what i think of this whole episode or how i feel about the current situation i'm in...

I'm young only once so let me do what i deem fit.