Night

What is it about the night tt gets to me... I might have my roomie around or others around to keep me company, but still tt queer sense of loss and emptiness creeps up on me... Is it really possible to feel lonely even in the company of others?

Music can soothe my senses and fill up the silence but it can never replace the one voice tt i wish i could hear, even if it was plain nagging... I might have a blanket to wrap around myself but it cannot replace the one comforting pat tt he could give or the hug she would be asking for... Snacks can stop my stomach from growling but they can't give me the sense of warmth and fullness tt a bowl of noodles cooked by her can give me...

Yes ladies and gentlemen, tonight, I miss my parents... A 20-year-old missing home... But I do... For once, I wish I was at home, bickering with my sisters over what radio station to listen to, fighting with mama over the best spot to watch the TV and papa too...

I wish u didn't have to go away.