Rainy Afternoon

Raining... it can be a depressing thought...

Left the comfort of my room to go to a supposed RP session... I actually slipped on the slippery ground on my way to South Spine but I didn't land on my bum... If tt was any consolation... But nonetheless, I have a new blister on my right foot... All tt drama was for nothing, the RP session wasn't on... Poor Raye and Sabby walked back to hall with me, laughing at my Ah-Tiong getup tt i was in today...

Back in my room, music is playing and my bed looks inviting... It's not sleep tt's beckoning but the prospect of a Nua-ing session... I could curl up and nua the rest of the afternoon... But when i think of ''Nua'' these days, it means something more than pure relaxation and laziness... I wish i could curl up like a Koala would to a tree branch... Haha!!

I have a Nua-buddy now and it sorts of comforts me... If Di hears of it she'll say I'm nuts and tt it is so against all beliefs we have about being a lady but who cares?! Emotionally detached, maybe, but physically together... Just tt little bit of comfort and consolation... It makes me feel just tt little bit smug tt we are just tt little bit more than friends...

Wanted to wash my sheets but the weather isn't too willing to let me do just tt... Limei wants to wash her clothes too so it'll be another couple of days before i change it to the Blue one with the doggie on it... No place to hang all our barang.... Bleh!! =P

Di, forgive me for the show of double standards... Yes, u can rant and rave about it but it wouldn't change a thing and yes, i'm not going to change a thing... Not what i think of this whole episode or how i feel about the current situation i'm in...

I'm young only once so let me do what i deem fit.