We ask for it

Yup, Diane is soooo right!!

We do ask for it ourselves sometimes... Being smart and knowing the consequences of that particular choice doesn't necessarily mean we make the smart move of walking away... Quite on the contrary, it can make us go "What the heck, this is what I want so fuck the consequences!"

And then... we mope when things turn out exactly as the worst case scenario we had thought of... Hmm... Knowing tt something is good for u doesn't mean we choose tt...

Choosing the bad boy over the good boy results in serious casualties... But what the heck, when u want the excitement and sparks and romance... But see, tt's when everything goes downhill... Thinking u can change him is another fatal misconception... Well, although I do still believe that the male species will want to settle down when they have reached a certain level of maturity (See, I still hold hope for the male homosapiens)...

It's not tt the fault lies with us all the time too... Sometimes, the good guy is really not what u want then too bad lor... What to do?? Don't want to spend the rest of ur life thinking " what if?" right? So what if he can offer u everlasting stability? U only live once and u want the waves and fireworks to make ur life as colourful as possible, no?

I am also asking for it, really... Flicking back to MSN mainpage to look at his Away sign, wondering will he nudge me when he finally comes back... No more sun already still haven't come back... PC getting very hot lor, leave it on while out... I'm such a liar... So much for, severing all contact until after exams!