I am dying

I think I am dying.

My flu has been here for 2 weeks already and no signs of improvement. Like I told Di yesterday, my head is so full of mucus and phlegm that I am getting a headache and toothache from it. Yes, did you know that when you have a blocked nose it can cause your tooth to ache?? Something about having too much fluid somewhere and then causing the ache. I didn't know it until a doctor told me that a few years back.

I am coughing non-stop and my voice is giving. I hope there aren't many calls today coz I don't think I have the best voice to listen to today. I will be coughing every other second. And it doesn't help that my throat is swollen and so I can't breathe properly. My nose is blocked so can't breathe thru my nose, throat swollen so swallowing is a problem. Every breath I take tickles my throat, making me want to cough.

Here I go again. *cough cough cough*

And I am depleting the supply of flu medicine at home. And I think my perfume stinks today. It's Tommy Hilfiger but I don't think it smells the same anymore. *cough cough* If I find it stinky when I already have a blocked nose, what must the people around me be thinking?? *cough*

I hope I am not carrying a lethal army of germs on me and spreading it to every one that stays in the same room as me. Dammit. I must be terrorising the people who are squashed in the MRT train with me everyday. *cough* I can't help it though.

Breathe in. *cough* Breathe out. *cough*
Breathe in. *cough* Breathe out. *cough*

I am blogging a lot for a sick person.