Ambiguity

I can't handle ambiguity, that's a known fact. I am usually TOO DIRECT, as in, I want answers now Now NOW. But this time, I am not able to find the guts to do that.

When I am not sure of what the other thinks and expects, I can't make my move. And it is a known thing that I can be quite dense and not get hints. But if I psych myself to try look for hints, I become too sensitive!!!!!!!

Objectivity only comes to me when it's about others. When it comes to me, I totally lose track. Why can't I be a know-it-all???