Today's training was sucky... So much politics... What happened to the love and passion of cheering?? What happened to team spirit and togetherness??
I never thought I would involve myself in this kind of mindless bullshit again. BUt then, I have to admit that they have their points also. It is true that those problems exist so we will have to work them out slowly... I just hope nothing else happens tml coz I am not gg and I hope just coz I didn't tell ZM in time about all this, things dun get screwed up even further.
I just want to cheer. I just want everything organised, like it was when I cheered under Jesse... I miss her a bit... I miss the seniors who cheered with me. I miss the joking and the ribbing and yes!!! Why these kind of talk is always surronding seniors de huh??
I rem when I was a freshie also, Jem they all had the bu shuang talk also becoz too many ppl were getting hurt coz we were not spotting well... I rem tt talk... I rem how defensive I got when Jem turned to say, "and i think it's the freshie girls who are not spotting properly..."
But these things are good in a way tt, everyone communicates what they feel and that they understand that their opinions are valued and accepted. It may disrupt the otherwise peaceful surface of things but better to iron these out before the pent up frustrations all erupt out together.
No one is perfect and I think I will have to remind myself that again and again in life. To not take things too personally. And that there are limits to myself and also the others. If I am able to understand and accept this knowledge, I will be a better person, more patient and forgiving, less demanding and more contented.
Let me sleep in peace tonight. I need the rest. I am gg Mambo with Diane in less than 24 hours!!
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