SM Queen =P

Sadistic me love looking at the bruises... After each training I scrutinise myself to see what are the new injuries that I have collected... haha!! I guess it's coz they are testament to my return to UNISUS.

I fell today but no major ailments. But the knock sort of shook me and reminded me why i like cheer so much. I should just pick myself up and try again and again and again. Hehehe!!!

I will try to regain every single shard of my confidence and try again and again and again until I can do every stunt. Today I was so happy when I felt ZM touched my heel when he tossed me up. It wasn't a successful toss-up but I felt I was improving. And just tt TOUCH was enough to make me want to try until i get it right again.

Just now at Ah-fang, ZM was describing what are the stunts that he want to do. And I know the numbers are limited and there are many other smaller girls. BUT, inside, there is this niggly feeling that I also want to be UP THERE. A bit IMPOSSIBLE but when u hope, then u will work even harder. Of course, at the end of the day, what matters is that it works out well.

At least I know I will be part of the 2-2-3. Dunno is it just me, but I looked in the mirror just now and I thought my arms looked thicker. hahaha!!! Amazon woman. Jem will be so proud of me.

Year 1, I cried at the end of HO coz i felt it was a pity tt we couldn't compete.
Last year, I cried at the end of HO coz I was so happy tt UNISUS got silver and partly regret tt I didn't join them.
This year, I hope to cry at the end of HO coz we got G**D. Shall not jinx it by saying it out. haha!!

First time ever, I am smiling because I got bruises and knocks!! =)