Rainy

It's been raining on and off (mostly on, though) the past few days and thanks to that I think my average body temperature has dropped. The extremities of my body is perpetually ice-cold and even when I snuggle under my blanket, my feet will leave a cold spot on the bed...

I want to be hugged and snuggle in warmth... Seriously, when was the last time I was able to even consider washing bedsheets simply coz the sun is out?? Now it's like, horde everything until cannot already then send everything down to the washing machine to wash... Even then, the clothes take twice the time to dry out I think.

Mould is growing on my Birks thanks to the damp.

The cold makes me feel just that little bit more vulnerable too. And I don't like feeling vulnerable. Haiz...

Hope the sun comes out soon and makes me strong again...