Sunday, December 18, 2005

My blog address

Today, he asked to know my blog address... Somehow don't feel quite certain tt I want to give him my address... afterall, this is where I air all of my frustrations and complain and complain and complain...

If I want to complain about him next time then how?? Leave comments in ZY's blog or email him all my complains meh?!?!?! But then, most of the time I talk crap on my blog so I guess it's ok...

Just tt past few posts have been about him so maybe I will give him the address only a few days later when the main page doesn't flash all those posts anymore... This is because:
(1) I don't want him to think tt my world and blog revolves around him *pui*
(2) I have posts where I spoke of my uncertainty and I don't think he will be happy to see them...
(3) I am shy... *haha!!*

Now I have a pain in my left eye, don't know if I can put on my contact lenses tml when I go to work... Maybe something went in and it's causing the pain... And I have had too much to eat today... Feel damn fat... Don't think I can fit into my cheongsam easily tml... Bleh~~!!!

Joints still aching from the dance session on Friday and I feel good about my limbs... And I am thinking of doing something to my hair... SL today said tt I should do something different with my hair coz I have been having the same style for a while now...

I definitely don't want to cut it too short... I look stupid with short hair anyway... Maybe I will dye it and put in hi-lights... But I'm afraid I will look too Ah-Lian with the hi-lights then a bit weird if I go back to Mandarin work part time and I have to wear cheongsam again... Even now, Ms Chia said my hair a bit too red... Bleh!!!

How do I push all the past entries into oblivion so tt he doesn't have to see them? Or just leave them there and deny tt those posts refer to him?? Damn weird now...

Anyway, my skin feels prickly... I think it's due to the sun... Bleh!!! Redhead with red skin... Plus red cehongsam... OMG!!! Will look like a giant Ang-Pow... Haha!! At least I am still a slim one and Hadi still winks at me and give me air-kisses when he sees me... And I L-I-K-E Rocky!!!

Last week he bought me a drink and I hid at the Concierge counter to drink... He said I very xing ku have to wear so little and stand there at the lobby, no where to hide to take a break so he bought me a drink and covered for me while I gulped the drink down while watched by Matthew... Haha!! Hmmm.... He haven't show me his daughter's photos... xinghui... such a cute name!!!

Ok, I hope Bao comes online soon and I shall watch LOTR while I wait... Muackz! =)

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