On Two Feet

Pulled back to reality and firm ground again... Shall not lose my head so fast... My god, suddenly feel sane and in control again... Was about to turn into a giddy schoolgirl so bowled over... Dun noe why I suddenly feel like this but, yah... Thank god!

I suddenly wonder, what do I really want? Is there anything to all this and where is all this going to lead to... Some will tell me not to think too much and see how it goes but I am really wondering and questioning what all this means to me...

I have not known him for long but I feel like we have been seeing each other ever since god knows when... I dun know him but I feel like I understand him... I don't think he knows me but he makes me feel like he does... It's all about feelings, go with ur feelings, some may say...

But it's just tt... Feelings...

Why do we feel? And what exactly does it mean to feel? Afterall, if feelings are motivations, then I am reminded tt all human motivation stems from the basic physiological needs of food, water, air and sexual satisfaction... Is tt all there is to feelings?

Man... I am really clueless, I have no idea what I'm doing and what I want... Damned!! Too much clutter in my brain to think... Maybe it's too complicated when a guy and girl comes together...