Me Time!!

I have tuition later on and tml night again. Then once more on monday afternoon and then no more tuition for this year!!! Woohoo!!! Finally I can have some time to myself and do everything tt I need to do w/o exams anxiety for myself and my students!!

But I will miss them lah, and Tracy, I will get to see her again when i bring her out as promised to the Discovery Centre...

Oh yah, Aya told me last night to enjoy the perks of bachelorette-dom... So I asked her what are the perks.
(1) LOADS of guys chasing you
(2) LOADS of dates w/o commitment
(3) LOADS of presents coz they will be trying to impress you
(4) LOADS of pampering

Sadly, so far don't have... Maybe coz she is so tall and thin, she is more attractive and thus is able to enjoy those perks which are non-existent to me... haha!

But after so long, I kinda sometimes feel that I am lost... Like in the mornings when I wake up, I will have this urge to make the phone call as always to say GOOD MORNING but of course I can't do that anymore... Remember those times when you can just call him for no reason and talk cock? There is no such person to do that to anymore...

On the other hand, I can just arrange my time as I want to... Don't care about soccer matches schedules and his gym sessions clashing and having to shuffle my tuition timings to fit his free time... Argh!!! Thank god that is over!!!

But I think I miss his elder sister... She is so nice to talk to and so understanding... Even when we were alone at home we can talk and joke and I felt really comfortable with her... Like a real elder sister that I never had.

I also miss Michi and Miko. Especially Miko coz her temperament is so like me and I have always felt she is my special baby... Everyone says she looks and behaves like me, especially when I had my wavy hair... And, well, when he reminded me that Miko only allows me, his sister and his mum to carry her and no one else, it did tug at my heart strings but that's so wrong lah! How can I stay on just because of the dog?? And tt time when he threatened to throw her onto the streets coz he can't bear to look at Miko, I was super duper angry and I was screaming that was BLACKMAIL... BUt I know he won't... At least, his sister won't allow him to do that.

BUT, life must go on.

During the free time I will have after exams, I am going to do all these:
(1) Book my BTT
(2) Look for potential attachment companies
(3) Earn a bit more pocket money

All these are important and should keep me very occupied. Haha!!