Rubik's Cube

I have a new toy. It's the Rubik's Cube, and it is not easy to play with tt thing at all... And it's a present *winks*.

I think I am not as patient as I thought I have become... I guess I am still the same as in, when i want something, i really really really want it, if possible NOW kind of thing... haha!! I know it's not good and I think I have a control over tt feeling, am able to delay gratification so tt means psychologically I have matured a bit... haha!!

Sometimes I feel like I don't know what the hell am i thinking or what the hell i am doing but then again, everything happens for a reason right?? And I like to think tt everything happens so tt I can learn from it, it doesn't just happen so I get hurt or something... it happens so i can learn and be stronger and more resilient. The girls believe I am strong, so does my mum, my sisters, my bestfriend and i think i do too.

But being strong doesn't quite equate to intelligence... generally my IQ is above average, nothing to worry about. But i think i tend to leave my brain at home sometimes when it comes to a certain L-aspect in life...

Sorry, tt was really random, actually i am rambling... can't quite rem what i wanted to blog about already... I think coz I already used up the remaining sober brain cells to teach tuition just now... Running on drunk brain cells...

But I guess my adage from the past still prevails... There aren't fairy tales in real life... I can only depend on myself and walls are good. Tt's the only way to keep my head above the water.