This is the first Monday that I do not have to teach tuition... A bit lost and don't know what to do with the extra time that I have on hand... Haiz... And the weather is cooling, very tempting for a nap but i am not really a nap-person...
Just now Davina say coming back to accompany me. Then she breezed into the room only to break my heart by saying she gg out to eat at ICHIBAN SUSHI and so will not be in hall.. *boohoo* Nobody around to celebrate the end of HG101 Project with me... So sad.
Finally feel that maybe I have been so preoccupied with the other things I had in life that now, alone in my room, I can feel this loneliness sort of threatening to wash over me... I think tuition really filled up a lot of my free time so now tt exams are over and there's no more kids to teach, I feel lost... I rem I used to pack my tuition to the point tt, weekdays, I really had no time for anything else... It's like the empty nest syndrome... haha.
Not like I really have nothing to do. Just no motivation to do them on this particular Monday...
I did a Psychological test today where I was supposed to fill in the blanks to complete several statements. I think I fear being forgotten. I fear being left behind. I fear being kept in the dark. I fear having to face a situation whereby I have to put up walls and fight back. All these flashed through my mind while I was completing that test.
What do I want? I want to fly.
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