Boring afternoon

Watching the sunlight slowly disappear from my bed, makes me sleepy and tempted to take an afternoon snooze... But schizophrenia is waving its arms at me to continue reading on... Eyelids are drooping...

I wonder what's he doing now...

And why is blogger so slow these few days (i'm not the only one complaining)...

I wonder what soft toy i'll get... Not a hippo ba!! (pls, no...)

I wonder why we ended up like this...

I wonder what will we be like when exams are all over and holiday starts...

I wonder what i can do with all the wires tt are coiling around on my table...

I wonder where is a more secure place to place my webcam (it has toppled twice)...

I wonder why we ended up like this...

I wonder if i still can take this...

I wonder when will night fall to envelope me...

I wonder when i can go tanning again...

I wonder why i still think of him...

I wonder why letting go is so hard...

I wonder why freedom eludes me...

I wonder is it coz i refuse to let freedom take me...

And i wonder why i refuse to let it take me away...

I wonder why it is so difficult...

Why??