Cold and Restless

It's cold... And the goosebumps on my legs are like... Shouldn't have worn FBT shorts... Kinda wrapped up under my blanket...

Trying to read my HP802 but nothing concrete is staying in the brain... Sad... Tml shall start on Econs and spend 3 days on it... Thursday shall be my crash course in HP802 again...

Restless, can't seem to find a single spot in the room tt will quieten me down... And also maybe coz music of some kind keeps floating around in my mind... I dun noe what it is but it sounds so familiar yet so strange... Wish i had my piano now so tt i can play it out and see how i feel about it...

My nails are distracting me!!! The candy pink looks so delicious... haha! Makes me want to suck on my own fingers (ok, maybe tt didn't come out right)... They look pretty but sexy...? It's a wonder how nice nails can give me such a big ego boost...

I realised tt some of the keypads on my laptop has been worn out and is sort of fading... Haha! I think i blogged too much... Hehe! Maybe not blogging but doing html work on the skins... I am continuing my search for beautiful skins tt i might use and working on them even now... So tt i can change skin anytime i want... To suit my moods...

My mind is drawing a blank when it comes to academics but it's so full with abstract thoughts tt i just can't settle down... It feels plain, weird... This might just be tt one sleepless night when i can't rest coz something is bothering me but at the same time, i can't rest coz i dun noe what is it tt's bothering me... Bleh!

I wish i could psychoanalyse myself... But i'll probably have personal bias... I think i should ask someone to tell me what kind of person they think i am... And sort of compile everything... Get to know myself from other ppl's perspectives.... haha!!

Ooh... Dark chocolate... Releases endorphines...

Hopefully tt chocolate will soothe my soul... Have never liked milk chocolate ever since i first tasted dark chocolate... Tt bitter-sweet taste reminds me of love... And the u are not supposed to chomp onto dark chocolate... Just let it melt slowly and gently on ur tongue and let tt smooth liquid slide down ur throat... It is heaven to me... Nothing beats chocolate-covered strawberries and a glass of champagne or chardonnay... Haha! Expensive taste, maybe, but these moments are frightfully rare...

Can u just imagine this scene for me?

A bathroom lit gently with warm yellow lights, soft music is playing and there a huge mirror atop the wash basin... Lavendar-scented candles burning and u are sitting comfortably in a warm bubble bath, sipping on champagne and biting luxuriously into the chocolate-covered strawberries...
Soft, fluffy towels are laid within reach and the terry-cloth robe is on the hook... U pad quietly into the adjoining bedroom and the bed has rose petals strewn around on the floor...
The clean white sheets are cool to touch while the blanket has this inviting warmth and softness tt totally wraps u... The curtains are drawn back and lights twinkle amidst the dark night sky... It's the rest of the city, displaying the lights to u in all their splendour...
It's noisy and alive outside in the city but u are safe and warm in ur own lil world, and snuggle in for a relaxing night, luxurious rest...

Maybe the rose petals were a lil too much, but u get my drift...