miracle

Praying for a miracle... Dreaming of the seemingly impossible... Hoping for what is always just beyond my reach... Oh man... Now I know what Jem meant by exam period being the season of love... Sigh... How heartwarming to see a honeymoon couple 24/7 when i am aching inside... Trying hard to maintain all tt i have managed to muster in this short period, trying to remain cool and collected about everything... Trying not to have think of all the "what ifs" and all the "it could have beens".... It's so hard to keep hiding behind a facade... How long can i hold up?? And why do I find it so hard to let go...? Coz i'm still dreaming??