Wednesday, November 09, 2005

what do i want

He asked me, "what must i do, what do u want...?"

Actually, i don't need anything at all... Not any more... Nothing tt u give and say could mean anything to me anymore... Yes, there was once when a single hurting word would have reduced me to tears and ur one smile would have brightened my day...

We are 2 single entities now, and i am no longer affected by u... I feel only a passive dull ache when i see u sad and feel only a numbness and can only smile with no emotions...

This has to end, soon... Coz this is driving me crazy with guilt for being so unfeeling and it's driving me mad tt u are giving me shit during exams...

For the first time ever, i wish i still loved u, just so all this nonsense could stop... But it's not possible anymore...

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