Friday, January 11, 2008

Dull

Is this the feeling that you get when you take Xanax?? My senses feel numb and my mind is a complete swamp of grey... Even in the shower just now, I didn't feel the pain in my right shoulder as much but I couldn't stretch my arm properly still... GOt stuck and still had to take off in that super slow way.

I could feel the heat from the water already but still I pushed it to the extreme... I was surronded by steam and I only thought, tt's nice... Like as if there is a mist...

I have never felt this way before I think... Coz it's not like sadness, or emo... Just listless, and not motivated... I feel so sorry tt I missed Catherine's lecture this morning coz I couldn't wake up... Shall read her text and her readings later as compensation...

ONe more week to HO and then we are all free.

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