I miss

I miss them. I miss having them run over when I call their names. I miss watching them run to the lift lobby and back.

I miss having her snuggle beside me on the sofa when she is scared. I miss hugging her and calming her down so that she will stop barking at strangers. But maybe I am the stranger now.

I miss having him look away coz he doesn't want to perform tricks. I miss laughing as he tries to run away from funny "spraying" things like air-fresherners, etc. But maybe I am also a stranger now.

I miss all these, but I can't go back. I dun want to go back but I miss them.

I dun mind cats, but I am still a dog person I guess. And not just any dog-person. I only really became a dog-person because of them.

Cats dun come to you and look at you with affection. Cats dun look at you while you talk so that you believe that they actually understand what you are saying. Cats dun lie down beside you when you are feeling low. Cats dun play with you and perform tricks.

I still prefer michi and miko.

P.S: I am not safe to be left alone. I start becoming EMO and I can't control it. I start wanting to make calls that shouldn't be made. I start questioning my stand. And I am doing this only because of michi and miko. That is so wrong.