K-Box

Weekends are supposed to be for me to catch up on sleep or on my studies... I totally wasted my weekend this time... I was unable to tear myself away from the TV and watched it till Cable TV started showing reruns... Then saturday was spent very much just hanging out with my mum and then it was mahjong... Hahaha!! My youngest sister conned me of $5.80... U are zhai!!!

Was called away to K-Box by my dearest cousins... I was very high then... Partly due to the fact tt my body was tired and running on adrenaline by then... I was also very high coz I guess I was sort of pushing my bad mood down inside me... Don't want to say what it was, but was just hit by this moody and dark sensation...

Usually karaoke sessions with my cousins are like a total rara time... Mix of slow and fast songs but the mood is always elevated by me and my cousins... Jumping on sofas, singing at the top of our voices, banging our heads as we pretend to be rock musicians to the sounds of FIR... But I just couldn't pull tt act together this time... In fact, I only sang slow songs last night...

1. Ta Bu Ai Wo -Karen Mok-
2. Ru Guo De Shi -Fan Wei QI & Zhang Shao Han-
3. Yong Qi -Liang Jing Ru-
4. Fen Shou Kuai Le -Liang Jing Ru-
5. Mei Li De Wu Hui -Sammi Cheng-
6. Zhi De -Sammi Cheng-
7. Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le -Wen Lan-
8. Jie Tuo -Zhang Hui Mei-
9. Before I Fall In Love -Coco Lee-
10. Yi Shi De Mei Hao -Zhang Shao Han-
11. Lian Xi -Andy Lau-
12. Qing Nan Liao
13. Wu Ding (sang it with my kor-kor)
14. Guang Dao Zhi Lian (also with my kor-kor)

6 of us went and yes, I was hogging the mike more often then not... But somehow I felt the songs told of what I might be feeling inside... Very crappy night... Drank lots of beer also... Bleh!! We sang till 330 then we went for supper and then headed home... Somehow, i found myself very awake and unable to sleep at the unearthly hour of 530... When my eyes finally rested, my mind was still churning and I dreamt... Wasn't rested at all... Woke up feeling very irritable and snappy...

Sometimes I think, should i just take up tt Chocolate Bar's offer and stop thinking so much... But then again, the Steak is within sight (although damn out of reach) and i really don't want tt Chocolate Bar coz i ultimately only want tt piece of Steak... Goddammit!! And tt Chocolate Bar has so much more to offer... Oh man!! What the fuck am i hesitating for....??

If only it was before Friday, I will definitely have a decision in mind already... Damn!!

P.S: Congratulations to Ms Aki Nagashima for being able to think about all this nonsensical stuff and still study... Aren't u a genius?? =)