I only have a vague (and I do mean very vague) idea of what is going on... And i don't know what is on his mind... And i don't know how to make him feel better...
But somehow, I don't think it's my business anymore... Guess it never was... Even friends will want to somehow console him or make him feel better as a whole, but somehow, feel detached from what used to mean the world to me...
Like, an out-of-body feeling... Looking on at myself as i stand numb and unmoved by everything tt is happening, just observing... While the "me" tt's looking on wants to know what i can do for him...
But i don't feel like i'm being torn apart by my own contradictions and thoughts anymore...
Asked him before but he said it was hard to... Now tt she has moved on, is he going to cry for missing tt chance? What is he going to do? Sink further into tt pit tt he has dug for himself? It may sound hard, coming from someone like me tt couldn't let her own feelings down at one point too, but, I think he has to wake up...
She has a right to live her life, learn lessons, fall in love (again) and be happy... It doesn't have to be u, just someone she really loves...
After putting him through so much difficult times and trying moments, i finally learnt tt love was never about self, it's about the person u love...
It never was my business, so i guess it's just, good luck to u.
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