A Letter To Di...

Hey girl,

u say u like my blogskin?? Everyone does... It sort of reminds me of the times when we were really carefree and just having a good time out with the girls... We weren't looking for attention or love, just enjoying each other's company and having fun... And coz we came across as so darn confident, we attracted the stares of guys anyway... Ha!!

We haven't been talking much and we might not have the clearest of picture of what is going on in each other's lives... BUT, at least we know the BIG stuffs... I miss the sober heart-to-heart we had over cofee and mindless window shopping tt we engaged in to unwind... And of course, the bitching sessions.... What's a girl to do without a bitching session??

Oh yah, a trip to Far East is on my priority list, after the exams, as my clubbing shoes (yesh, the pointed, black, low-heeled one) has died on me.... It has seen one too many dancefloors... And one too many platforms... It's fate was kinda sealed the moment we started hitting Devil's together... Haha!! By the way, after this period of time in NTU, I have not bumped into Bran as of yet... Not really keeping my eyes peeled for him though!!

Hope u are alright with empty weekends... Don't mind me saying this, but i think it's really shitty tt he can't accompany u on weekends... Like, if not weekends, then when?? He might be giving up time with u for the next 2 months ONLY but still, he needs to give u more consolation than tt to expect u to stick around... But if he's THE ONE then yah, hold on... It might pain u to be giving so much but still play second fiddle to his PASSION, but don't let go if u think u'll regret it... Somethings only come around once and if it's gone, it's never coming back...

Of course, we are young only once and if tt goes, it's gone too.... Don't sit around moping, maybe try something tt u have always wanted to do... Make urself feel good about being ''single'' and time will pass quickly...

I was talking to Joy (our Hall Queen) last night on the taxi and we were talking about school and love... She was saying tt she realised tt she had lost her feelings for her ex a long time ago and hall-life didn't give her a chance to mope but just got her to move on really fast... I understand what she means... Things here overwhelm u in a weird way...

I feel sort of cut off from the rest of the world when I'm here and it didn't give me much chance to dwell on the unhappy things... Things-to-do lists jsut get longer, friends are forever coming over to rara together, there are activitied to take part in... U simply dun have time to think about and reflect on the sad things tt happened before... Haha!! Really good therapy...

We might be experiencing different kind of Uni-life but i think u will know what i'm trying to say...

I really feel this is the last-stop station before I go back to being the non-chalant, defensive, i-need-no-one, perfectionist bitch... Haha!!! Tt is if i can become one again... =)

Love u girl, and write to me more often...

U know my email and Friendster testimonials are always welcomed... *grinz*