Plateau

I've hit a rut... My mind is a blank and no matter how hard i try to calm down and concentrate on settling down, i can't... There's something wrong inside, I can feel it... Do u feel it too?? Tt feeling where by u are so restless u can't sit, lie, walk, stand, nothing!! Desperate for help... I want to stand in the autumn wind at the foot of Tokyo Tower again. Then slowly watch the night lights as ppl walk past me quietly... I want to be there again, when my mind was clear and i felt settled... Where i could see tt everything is so small actually, insignificant... Stand on top of tt glass floor and look down at the tiny buildings beneath my feet, to wonder what it would feel like to fall from there... Then slowly walk away from there, feeling the quiet feeling of being alone and calmed... I want to be there... Where I am compelled to be gentle and quiet... Where I can just quietly observe as time pass me by... God, I miss the autumn in Tokyo... I want to be there, where i can feel alone in such a busy city...